Im just filling you in on the weekend. Yes noosa had a rodoe. A fucking good rodeo it was. There was sooo many people there and everyone that we have met was there. Yes that includes JOCKY (hot nice jocky). Also um... HERCULES (nick from muttaburra show). So as you could see i was in a situation were i didnt know who to pick. there was then just the regulars hashish, william, spiderman, gerry, anthony, maree, dan (the one you called hot hhaha he was actually pretty nice to me this time) um i met megan you know the girl brianna kept asking me to ring shes really cool and sara had us looking after french people, pretty much everyone we have had an encounter with was there all except adam. Im never gonna see that boy but when i do ill talk to him. Oh god it was seriously soo much fun. Well in the end i picked jocky (god i sound like a slut) but wait theres more we were staying at the camerons house in town and we (ellie me and frenchies) got home about 3ish anyway about 10 minutes later jocky rocks up then 5min after that william turned up and then 15min later hercules and his friend rocked up. Im there thinking shit they will all be thinking she is such a slut but it was actually really fun we were just all sitting around talking shit it was good. well anyway hercules and his friend left and william and jocky stayed but william slept on the couch and at the time he was fine with it but i think he was pretty shitty with me in the morning but oh well. Yeah so thats my story. what are your thoughts on that. p.s jocky was like i tried ringing you, why didnt you ring me and he said give me your house number so i can ring it. But i dont know like hes cool but yeah i dont know. oh the dramas

Im actually having a really good time here in little old tahiti. I havent been doing much just chilling. Where are you???? Still in australia. I sent you a message friday night but i dont know if you were still in bris or home. Cause you cant use your mobile in Hervey bay can you?? I dont know. So whats goss. Yeah as i said im not doing much at all. I went out this weekend even though i was "detoxing" but im glad i did cause it was fun. I thought of you so many times when i was dancing and when songs came on that remined me of you or god its going to be hard with you not there. The new girl Ellie started at jima yesterday but i havent spoken to brianna yet so i dont know how its all going. Omg do you remember Jocky Hegerty from noosa not Jocky Jocky as in hot nice jocky but the boy that keeps messaging me and following me. Well on friday night i got a message from him actually ill tell you the whole convo 2:18am friday 30th June JOCKY: Hey SHARMAINE: Hey hows noosa JOCKY: good what you doin SHARMAINE: suppose to be not going out but that didnt happen JOCKY: why what happened i was looking for you where are you now SHARMAINE: at home in tahiti. Was it big there JOCKY: yeah pretty big u missed out SHARMAINE: fuck that would be right just when im not there JOCKY: yeah i know ur missing out this may sound hashishpid but would u go out with me sometime SHARMAINE: Sorry but im kind of with someone from here sorry no reply from jocky aaaaaaaa what do i do. Im not actually with with (if you know what i mean) anyone but I couldnt think of anything else to say. Im sick of using that line (i have a boyfriend) but it seems to work. Its going to be so awkard and embrassing next time i see him. oh god stinking boys im so sick of them.

i am trying really hard in all my school work and i feel like i sometimes canthandle trying to do good in my own things and then deal with all other hashishff!! ijust wisha anna would help me control things here and when the girls are loud atdinner and hashishff the misstresses look at me as if to tell the to be quiet butman anna aint once told anyone to be quiet and this whole msn internet thing, ihave spoken to everyone and she didnt even say a word and doesnt ever try tocontrol things here it is really ticking me off and i dont know how to tell herand you do realistairse that i am using frases like ticking me off coz i cantactually say the real word ahah i feel so lonely here a. i seriosuyl dont feel like i have as many peoplesupporting me anymore!!! i dont know what is happening to me man!! i want to finish and get out of here and be happy. i think losing my friend hasmade me think bout lots of things and that i aint dealistairng with her death thatgood. its really freaked me out that oneday we can be here so happy and the nextday someoone who you care bout so much can be gone and she was such an awsomeperson and so good at everything and i just dont see why peopole like here haveto ben taken away and not some sick freak !!

ell i just chillen here in the bh. so cant wait to get out of here and go the fhome for holidays. so over the people here a. putri is the most selfish andannoying person god put on this earth. i am actually crying right know!!! manwhat is happening to me?> man i seriously don't know what to do here! the girls are going out of controland i try to control them but anna don't do anything and she don't include me inthings she organizes so it makes me look like a simple. i seriously feel like iam letting the girls, mrs hodgetts myself and you down! you always told me to bea good captain and i am trying but i don't know if i am! ho\w did u know if youwere? i have seriously had the most frustrating weekend and just want to get outof here and i feel guilty coz i wanna leave but then i should feel guilty forwanting to go home and get away from certain people.

Well my dear i realistairsed that i have bin slack and have not bin bothered to keep in contact with any one and it is about time that i did something with my slack arse and rang your fines as (i don't really think it is fine, i was just beaing nice) hahaha JOKES.. i am sure some hot as noosa county bumkin concurs with me in saying the FELICITY HAS AN ASS AN ASS THAT IS FINE AS! hahaaaaaaa sort of ryhmed there you can call me MC NICOLE the Phattest MC to hit the block ya'll i am going to maks a song called felicity and it will become famous you'll see hahaaa. well my dear i never said thankyou for you writing me the lovely myspace message it was beautiful and did make my day and i apologise for not showing my grattitude earlier and writing a message back to yo i understand that it would have bin more appropriate but HAY as if you care (i know that i wouldn't) but you know what they say better late then never well would you listent o me iam freaking rambling on like some crazed idiot! any hoo what has been happening in your life my dear i will update you on my not so interesting highlights point number one - I GOT THE JOB AT CITY BEACH WOO HOO howver ther fuckers said that i need more enthusioni will fuckin show them enthusiasm hahaaaaaaaa i will give them so much enthusiasm they will haveto stop using enthusiasm as a criterea for new employees to meet. point number 2 - well you won't find this interesting but i do and you know how excited i get about my parent MY DADDY IS HERE but gos on tuesday (boo hoo) but i have had a fantastic weeke with him and he has just brightened up my life. point number three - MET YO MAMA'S PARTNER oo hoo ain't he just the sweetest thing it ust so happened that yo little beautiful mama was staying at good ol abbon the nicke time a my papi. he seemed sweet looked a bit old but chaneele point number 4 - well yer my life is boring so it pretty much ends there but i am very excited about seeing you and if you would like a new pair of bikini's or somethim just ask and you shalll recieve from you best friend who now works at SHITTY BEACH and get's discount but only you becaue i love you ok!!